Slowly...I feel it taking over myself.
Like its slowly eating me alive.
I don't think anyone can help me with this,
Its a battle with my inner self.
Maybe a doctor? Or a friend? Even a parent could help.
But no...they wouldn't understand, the thing inside me.
If I let it out, people could get hurt, or even...die.
Does anyone understand? Do they live through this too?
Sometimes, I talk to myself. It doesn't always help.
I tried telling my friends, they didn't believe me.
My parents disowned me, they called me crazy.
They are probably right.
The feeling building up inside, it doesn't go away.
This feeling wants to be free. It wants to manifest into something horrid.
I know that one day, it will consume me.
But for now, I must hold it off, just for now.
Until I can find a way,
To fight off my insanity.
The urge to let it out, it practically killing me.
Its like a monster, that I've been fighting.
Its complete Insanity...
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