Sitting here in the lounge, by myself, watching some stupid a** drama on HumTV and totally wasting my time, my life nowadays. I thing this nothing-to-do is getting to me now, I am sooo confused and messed up. I don't even feel like changing etc and I spend the entire day just lying around. I gave away a few clothes, our generator, the extra geezer and the room coolers to the lady, hoping it would make things easy for them but somehow it made me feel empty too. these are the things we grew up with, with ami and abu in the house and now giving them away made me feel so mixed up. I wish ami abu would come back, I am missing our home so much. Nadar and Surmed have gone out, playing cricket with their mates :) and I wish I were a guy too. May be then life would have been different. Guys are so lucky, they don't have to go through half of the things us women have to. Why is this so?? Ya Allah SWT please make things better for us. Ameen sum Ameen..
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