Got a regret letter from some Syeda ABC informing me that they couldn't place me. I bet she must be having a time of her life because eventually shes in there and I am not. Although she lied and I did not, although she made things up and I was just being myself. So this makes me the loser. Reality check!
This is sad and brings me so down.... My heart keeps on sinking these days but it never seems to hit a bottom and I keep waiting anxiously for the "thud" but it just never comes.. I dont know what's going on. I am depressed beyond limit today. All alone and by myself, I thought I was quite entertaining but boy oh boy! Have I bored myself or what!?! Just hating life these days!
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