Yes, I do believe in God, I believe in miracles, I've full faith in HIM.

There is someone somewhere who is guiding me, my actions, and cares for me; loves me unconditionally. I’m bad, manipulative but still I believe God loves me, HE loves everybody, all HIS good and bad creation. At times, it is so relaxing to leave everything to HIM, and let HIM decide what is in favor of everybody.

It gets tiring to be all pleasing for everyone all the time. I hate all the sarcasm, I hate those taunting jeering remarks' influx all the time. Sometimes I crave happy moments. I never had that back home. I understand S's attitude. We never had a life like this. We lived differently. We lived simple and happy. Nobody was in love with his/herself and nobody spoke sarcastic.

But I should not complain. It could have been real bad but He blessed me.