I think I write to you when either I am extremely down or extremely ecstatic. . There is no in between and today is I think not something I feel very good about.
I am tired of constantly struggling to be happy. I am not ungrateful. I just want to have it as easy as everyone else does.
I wanna roam around the world
I wanna shop till I literally drop
I wanna have babies as easy and painless and quick as them all
I wanna spend my day lazying arounf and not having to worry about a job or our finances or having yo pay someone for this or that or not having to answer to anyo e else.
But may be this is my test. May be this isnt how its supposed to be. But then what if in the hereafter too I get yo be tge mediocre o e
I get to be the one who just barely got away
I don't know...
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